Depression Consumes the Mind.

Advertisements depression consumes the mind. intertwined in lies i speak to others, i’m fine, and you? don’t look into their eyes, or they’ll spot the lie. LIAR! i tell the truth. i play the fool. who are you? enemy, end of me, and im mean. who am me? gain composure, you freak. i fantasize ofContinue reading “Depression Consumes the Mind.”

Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.5.

Advertisements 2008, January 29, Tuesday. Suicide is what my father tried to commit the day of the shooting with the officers in his very own home. When he fired his AR15 at the Cops he expected them to fire back and kill him. He wanted them to kill him; assisted suicide. They fired back, butContinue reading “Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.5.”

Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.4.

Advertisements 2008, January 28, Monday. Realized that though my mother was not there for me during my formative years, she had to work double shifts due to my father being incarcerated, and I took it out on her. It was never her fault. She loved me and worked those double shifts and was never there,Continue reading “Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.4.”

Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.3.

Advertisements 2008, January 27, Sunday. Woke up at 12:00pm at my nephews house, who is the same age as me, and dropped him off at the bus station so he could look for houses. I then went to visit my sister at her house, and ate lunch with her and her kids. With Dr.Pepper, tostadas,Continue reading “Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.3.”

Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.2.

Advertisements 2008, January 26, Saturday. Mother went to Lancaster to fix the house she just bought and says it looks beautiful. Went to a Chinese buffet with the family, “Mom, January, Flower, Jesus, Peter, Mark, Anna, Lucy, & Ethel.” Peter is looking for a new apartment because he might get evicted. his roommate moved outContinue reading “Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.2.”

Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.1.

Advertisements 2008, January 25, Friday. My first annotation on my daily journal. Today I woke up at 0600 and headed to the Physical Fitness Course(PFT) at Lake O’Neill. The run was the most difficult for me, because I had never been good at running. I believe what helped me push through without slowing down wasContinue reading “Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.1.”

iamAgency University Capstone Project.

Advertisements Do YOU have agency, or control, over your actions? If I told you I knew for a fact you didn’t, would you believe me? If you believe, continue to read. Can you believe that you have control? Do you believe that you can develop agency over any situation with training? If so, continue toContinue reading “iamAgency University Capstone Project.”

The Problem of Cults and a Probable Solution

Advertisements June 09, 2020 A belief is an affirmation of one’s existence. It gives humanity a reason to suffer, a reason to do good, and a reason not to kill someone just because they accidentally stepped on your brand new blue suede shoes. But, how do we know when these beliefs, that we learn fromContinue reading “The Problem of Cults and a Probable Solution”

What I Learned about Digital Communications at Syracuse.

Advertisements What I Learned about Digital Communications at Syracuse. First, never trust emails regardless where they come from! I opened an email from my Syracuse University email address that I never use, and therefore assumed was a legit email, and after reading the email I learned it was a proposition for an at home job.Continue reading “What I Learned about Digital Communications at Syracuse.”

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