Depression Consumes the Mind.

Advertisements depression consumes the mind. intertwined in lies i speak to others, i’m fine, and you? don’t look into their eyes, or they’ll spot the lie. LIAR! i tell the truth. i play the fool. who are you? enemy, end of me, and im mean. who am me? gain composure, you freak. i fantasize ofContinue reading “Depression Consumes the Mind.”

Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.5.

Advertisements 2008, January 29, Tuesday. Suicide is what my father tried to commit the day of the shooting with the officers in his very own home. When he fired his AR15 at the Cops he expected them to fire back and kill him. He wanted them to kill him; assisted suicide. They fired back, butContinue reading “Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.5.”

Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.4.

Advertisements 2008, January 28, Monday. Realized that though my mother was not there for me during my formative years, she had to work double shifts due to my father being incarcerated, and I took it out on her. It was never her fault. She loved me and worked those double shifts and was never there,Continue reading “Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.4.”

Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.3.

Advertisements 2008, January 27, Sunday. Woke up at 12:00pm at my nephews house, who is the same age as me, and dropped him off at the bus station so he could look for houses. I then went to visit my sister at her house, and ate lunch with her and her kids. With Dr.Pepper, tostadas,Continue reading “Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.3.”

Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.2.

Advertisements 2008, January 26, Saturday. Mother went to Lancaster to fix the house she just bought and says it looks beautiful. Went to a Chinese buffet with the family, “Mom, January, Flower, Jesus, Peter, Mark, Anna, Lucy, & Ethel.” Peter is looking for a new apartment because he might get evicted. his roommate moved outContinue reading “Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.2.”

Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.1.

Advertisements 2008, January 25, Friday. My first annotation on my daily journal. Today I woke up at 0600 and headed to the Physical Fitness Course(PFT) at Lake O’Neill. The run was the most difficult for me, because I had never been good at running. I believe what helped me push through without slowing down wasContinue reading “Military Archives: A Marines Diary P.1.”

I Don’t Know, But You Do. Do You?

Advertisements I don’t know if you know but I know you noticed this notice, so I want to put it on this notice that I know you noticed my notice and no I don’t know who knows the words to this notice, but I know you know. I took notice. Today is not yesterday andContinue reading “I Don’t Know, But You Do. Do You?”

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